Regrets


I hate that l kissed him

Yes l hate that l loved him

Yaah it's me saying my mind

I wasted my time


How could l have thought that he was the one

Wish l could erase him from my memory

Infact l hate myself for being stupid 

I hate that l felt for him

I hate that we met

I hate everything about us


I wish if l could live like we never met.

I want to ignore him

And the same time l want to revenge for all the pain am going through

But l feel as if u ain't worth fighting for

I should ignore the feeling but how can l when lm filled with regrets


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Ruvimbo Chatyoka

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