Tino's Flowery Thoughts

  I have so many questions running in my head! I need answers but I have no one to ask Is it I have no one to ask or maybe I do not believe the answers I get? Why is it every time it is different, but the happiness it brings is the same? They say Google has answers for everything I googled but I did not get satisfaction I want to know how and why it is still called  'love'  even if it feels different from the love I know I have thought about it, tried to avoid it, but I always end up in it or writing about it I need an expert yet I do not believe he or she exists Some say love hurts, but why does it feel so damn good for me Some say it is hard, then why do I easily find love Some say it is passionate, I would say it is unpredictable I could go on and on with the differences and the misunderstandings But seriously what is Love?

 She had made him look like the man of her dreams  She was blindly trusting him  She had created her own illusions that she needed no proof to know he loves her Little did she know it was all in her heard Try to warn her about the man she was really dating you will become an enemy She was so loyal that he knew he had her right where he wanted her He knew that once-loyal always loyal No matter how much he had to break her heart  When it heals it beats for him No matter how many betrayals she remains loyal so she will not lose the man of her dreams  To her, he was perfect, and just like everyone she had given him room for mistakes  It took her a year of pain and suffering to realize it wasn’t love but a perfect illusion

 She had seen a wife in me She told me I was perfect for her She had made it her goal to make me the happiest woman in the world I knew she could give me all the happiness I could ever want, But I would not be able to give her just half of the happiness she will be offering I wished I was not broken, so I will be able to keep her But wishes will always be wishes  I had to let her down softly  I couldn't be her lover but I needed her as a friend Too bad she was in deep with me I lost her I miss her every day, I wish I could take back time  And change the day that she fell in love with me so I could still be her best friend.

 Putting my heart on paper Words fail me Actions are not enough How can I show you?  How can I express the feeling?  Heart beating Hands trembling Not sure I understand the feeling  Is it real? If it is give me a sign  I crave your presence  My soul wonders how it feels to be loved by you  I yearn for touch Is it crush? Is it love?  Is it lust? I need to know... Edited by Thandiwe Ncube