Tino's Flowery Thoughts

A million words, a book untold, My love for you, a story to unfold. Each verse, a whisper, faint and shy, Yet oceans deep, my feelings lie. Annoying, yes, I know it's true, But patience blooms, from love for you. Provoked you may be, but anger fades, Replaced by grace, in love's sweet parades. Through troubles stirred, a shield so strong, You guard my path, where I belong. A sister wished for, a dream come true, A shoulder's comfort, just for me and you. Grateful whispers, a heartfelt sigh, For years of love, that never die. Selfish, perhaps, this bond we share, But sisterhood's embrace, a burden we dare. Deputy parent, a playful name, A love that binds, a love aflame. These words, I say, with grateful tears, Chido, my sister, for all the years.

So yeah l have decided to open up a little bit about my feelings. I have tried to suppress my feelings for some time now but I guess it's high time I open up maybe it will help me get over it.  It happened that I meet this other guy a few months ago and I knew he liked me and I enjoyed watching him trying so hard to contain himself about his feelings for me, all these years I never understood how hard and painful it is not to be loved back by someone you love. I enjoyed breaking up with people but now I regret all those moments and if it was that easy I would go back and rectify my mistakes. You know what it was that moment when I thought that we were about to start to have something real when he started to push me away. It pained me all day as I saw him posting and updating his social media accounts and he never bothered himself to check up on me or reply to my overdue messages, I know it shouldn't matter but how can it not if it's him. From the looks of it, I now have to