Healing


 Yes I do I like you 

But I am sorry for not being able to say it back

Maybe for me, they are not just words,

I can not say ‘I love you’ yet my heart is still healing 

Healing for I once said those exact words too soon

I know I want you

But I am not sure for how long 

I would have lied forever but forever might be tomorrow 

I wish I could say I need you,


You have shown me nothing but kindness and love 

I don’t want you to go but I will be selfish to keep you 

All I can tell you is I wish I could heal faster so, I can be able to keep you.

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