Tino's Flowery Thoughts

They say love's a breeze, a gentle sigh, But whispers warned, a spark can set you on fire. I didn't know, until your eyes met mine, A blaze ignited, a burning desire. Love, they said, is warm, a steady flame, But the spark, it crackles, wild and untamed. My heart, it stumbles, a frantic drum, Lost in your presence, the world becomes numb. Is the spark love's kin, or a fleeting delight? So sweet, it steals my breath, takes flight. A dangerous dance, a thrilling foray, But wanting both feels selfish, a heart gone astray. One fills the soul, a love deep and true, The other ignites, a vibrant hue. They sing of finding both, a perfect blend, But what if they're scattered, a love to transcend? Love whispers forever, a constant embrace, The spark, a whirlwind, a fleeting chase. My head spins with questions, a tangled mess, Torn in two, a love I can't confess. Heart cries for solace, a steady hand, The spark, a wild dream, a foreign land. Can reason tame this fire's del...

So yeah l have decided to open up a little bit about my feelings. I have tried to suppress my feelings for some time now but I guess it's high time I open up maybe it will help me get over it.  It happened that I meet this other guy a few months ago and I knew he liked me and I enjoyed watching him trying so hard to contain himself about his feelings for me, all these years I never understood how hard and painful it is not to be loved back by someone you love. I enjoyed breaking up with people but now I regret all those moments and if it was that easy I would go back and rectify my mistakes. You know what it was that moment when I thought that we were about to start to have something real when he started to push me away. It pained me all day as I saw him posting and updating his social media accounts and he never bothered himself to check up on me or reply to my overdue messages, I know it shouldn't matter but how can it not if it's him. From the looks of it, I now have to ...

 Yes I do I like you  But I am sorry for not being able to say it back Maybe for me, they are not just words, I can not say ‘I love you’ yet my heart is still healing  Healing for I once said those exact words too soon I know I want you But I am not sure for how long  I would have lied forever but forever might be tomorrow  I wish I could say I need you, You have shown me nothing but kindness and love  I don’t want you to go but I will be selfish to keep you  All I can tell you is I wish I could heal faster so, I can be able to keep you.